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the cage between the bad guy internet good morning good morning
several things mimic
the i to document a little bit before we start studying but one is that
in the course of the year
are chanting tend to stretch out good start out with a kind of from and then overtime time it man
the it
rosemary distance it with tighten it up a little bit so that i'm like the end of the mail channel were going
the we we can just remembered it could keep it the rhythm going and then stretching out because it'll stretch out infinitely
military is that
sometimes we have any problems
get older or and don't move around too much
our knees tend to the muscles around our knees
tend to lose their tone
and when they lose out their town then we don't have any problems so it's important to keep our knees toned and there are any exercises which keep your knees toned
i had some knee problems about fifteen years ago the i came here hello know in the long time ago nineteen eighty four
you weren't ninety four hundred twenty years ago
and so i went to the doctor
and agora in this is degenerative
i'm never going to call at them
and nothing you can do about that so when he left i like it had there was a this in the office and hanging no other the sheets you know that tell you that give you exercises so i just took the knee exercise sheet and i went home and i did in the exercises and and totally clean up at all the problem
any problems depot water
so i'm totally sold on the exercises for your knee problems
and i have some i have no one's actually did i take from his office and i've been handing them out for twenty years
so if you own a copy i can hang copy someplace
just gonna give it to you and whoever is responsible for hey things can hang it up simply wherever he can see it and let let your own camping new deal with that to complete i'm excited and yeah

ah ok
oh yeah
this study book is a little bit elaborate
you know it's it's really really stuffed with stuff and said redemption and contains well as if you if you're to passionate about to subject you know it's great but if you're not it seems like a difficult thing to deal with you don't have to read the whole thing
ing you know you just read what is an interest to you
and sometimes people say well i don't want to book which is okay you don't have done the book and you have to own the book some of the books we will put in a reserve
and the library and you so you can check the check or one of the doubt and if you know and own the book
when we start studying well what we're gonna do is continue to the end and then come back to the am
ah the five positions by ranks to study that more intensively
so when we start studying that were study haiku and commentary and then there's an awful lot and haiku and commentary that doesn't appear when you read it
so i went to cut my commentary on that to be what the center of our study so when we do study haiku and commentary you will want to have i can't be of the book to help you
we have one hundred zero
with a popular in bathroom
even though
you know is better than us in that effect in the commentary can he says people think this will just a the the study of another school
meaning the of school now

so i went to go just go to the end from where we were last time and
and she have why we get today
so this is page thirty four

we haven't really studied at in his book yet and and then i except for the five ranks and of course we have here
the breakdown of the and atop the breakdown of the characters meaning you the characters
and then we have various
quite a few my ninety three or bad
six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve thirteen fourteen different translations
and so you get some picture you know when you compare the translations of what the meaning is pointing to
add some translation will like and occurred to you another one will diverge and look like something else so you can see that there's a wide range of and often in the translations
this is why it's always whenever you read something that's translated
it's always good to find as many different translated as you can so they can get it rounded picture because the translation is according to the translators understanding
and sometimes we get we only we hear one translation and we get attached to their translation mandela translation can learn the honor that are wrong
i'm going to be open
until the various translations and
two not necessarily say this one is right and that when is wrong
because the translations are only pointing to something for meaning and
ah the meaning is not in the words
here we have me
mccleary in i am
kind of using using our
cleary translation
he said to wonder if wondrously embrace within the real drumming and singing begin together and a clear you know this might be
i don't think it is a matter of fact is that if the jensen was this engine and translation at them the translation committee did because drumming and singing was not in cleary's translation
that's more literal drumming and singing
yeah the southern a lot of different translations and i can keep up with them all now is some items
but i like enquire in a response to queries up the tab suddenly included within a true inquiry and response from here that very nice you know you ask and and you receive
but when you make an effort yeah i like them lot when you make an effort in practice
you get a response
you know people say well what is what is faith and practice
what did it mean know faith to big subject a wonderful subject when it faith and practice
and how do we had as one
i gained faith in practice
one who of looking at that is
that when you put your whole body and mind into the all your effort into
inquiry so to speak inquiry means is a broad term means inquiry after the dharma
or simply means total practice inquiry is a total totally throw yourself into and dug into the house of buddha
then is a response buddha respond
and then you have faith in your nature buddha-nature respond to you we a buddha
ah what are we thinking in practice we're seeking enlightenment or buddha or herself to herself buddhists sikhs buddha
the fire boy seek fire
ah so
it's like and fire comes to yeah they would fire right
so when you put your whole self into practice then there's a response despite buds not necessarily from outside but near buddha-nature response theory to your effort
and then when you feel that and realize it then you have faith in your nature
inquiry in response to come up together
don't like that but here they're literally it's a drumming and singing arise simultaneously so to same thing but it's more poetic night
that's more literal drumming and singing come up together
when you saying a drama will appear or when you drop a thing over the pitcher
to help you to accompany you
you know it as if you ever had the experience of
things falling into place
when you're doing something
you know and when doing something harmoniously in your life somehow works via the telephone rings and you know who it is that the doorbell ring and you know who it is criminally or you i can see and you know exactly what how things are going to turn out
because that this harmonious
connection with things because you're doing something you're right arm for is big
so that's like drumming and singing in outside you like into the world and in the world respond to you
but that's what's happening all the time anyway
and that that's also the mirror
when we walked down the street and and with were freely and harmonious in that way the world reflect you and in response because everything is responding to everything else
when you're driving down the street
when you know exactly what you're doing
all the drivers respond to you and you control the road without trying to control it

so this is like to mean and like drumming and singing come up together
that it's like a harmonious the inside
the absolute and relative in harmony
and so this is that the the duration this how here's them i just example to this right
just one example after another of drumming and singing coming up to your box and it's fitting together with his lid like a boxes live perfect fit for two hours meeting in here perfect fit

yeah and isn't it it's not like there's some skill involved
the skill
the hype man yeah you say something about like knowing exactly what you're doing at the same time not having any idea have not
last thing to
you will how that works together knowing i'm not gonna happen let it be it's inexplicable
her inexplicable
and if if you can't really explain how that works but you just know that i work
the test together with sound like there's no
like a moment of where alice
because the different kinds of knowledge
intuition but that's where i'm confused and any information and like it comes to for that back and this topic coming play in intuition is simultaneous
because intuition is knowing now it's or
that's the right word without the intermediary of thinking that that process
the retained it often think of the thought process is
and so it showed the more we depend on the thought process
the left we know
the that's why did you know the n b like a fool or an idiot
an idiot you know
it's beyond the thought process
not the different prices is run by taking comes after intuition
in other words the intuition is is to reality and then the thought process process is the reality and makes it intelligible intellectually
so that's why we say that the horror is first and the end of the brain and second
i mean everyone to think in those terms
that's why it's so important to be here to be centered
in your horror grains dairy recent when things are really interesting because it turns out that we actually act or i can impulses my brain i'm moving before we have what we we consider the conscious intention that triggered the movement were already on our way in a brain makes up the reason that we're doing know afterwards
notifications yeah yeah
cape so let's turn the page
hey can i pay thirty five
he says communing with the source community with the process
one it it includes integration and cruiser additional clearing and for the tub and then and jail and nine translation and says f w
we said intimate with the essence and intimate with the path when embraces the territory and embraces the road so

when i glean from this is
you you make the practice your own
i also have this remark
to penetrate the source is what sick either cause absolute samadi the in a touch about somebody and to age if you read his book called zen training
he talks about absolutes mit positive somebody absolute somebody is the a when you're sitting judge him
positive somebody's when you're cutting carrots or showing word or
your active the summary of your activity
one is that the the act
we've talked about it before the activity of stillness and the stillness within activities
absolutely ninety pounds in somebody
so the absolute somebody is in the realm of
the dark and the positive used around the lake
the the many translation here did i'll say pretty much the same thing
penetrate the source and penetrating the passage here is short path there is a long passion
so clearly says and he's note fundamentally the real is pure and does not contain a single mode of dust but it is inclusive of all dust murphy now
mina for this reason when teaching the dharma both real and female should be brought out to show that hosting guests are interminable either by means of child direct pointing or by means of the expedient words of the teaching school
the any question of commander
enemy remains it the interchangeable or enter enter enter locking interactive will

with regard
three you can breathe naturally in the movement will let me you bet you have

look at all kenneth russian
well you can say
embrace your behalf
try to find her here it's essay
she puts it that everything in little different terms and here i find it her translations that kind of interesting because they talk about the trainee and the teacher he's no terms for trainees embrace the ultimate in masters contain the means
that's gotta understand that a kind of year when she saying but
she had said she was probably thinking of something at the time she said that
and she said he had actually been
that kind of a kind of particular way of saying something about it gets pretty universal somehow
mrs something
it sounds to me like gum the practitioner has the potential to and every teacher has the marines are now well that's right than twenty saying now
hey such it's a little more personal feeling in the others a little more
yeah to prevent the next page
you can get up and said
chinese characters that that grammar and and seemingly back in a metaphor that was a child
teacher the teacher and student working together and i'm sure yeah
he says when teaching both the railings in two people are so you brought out to show the host and it is changeable
isn't that when we talk about
which i put the shell we talk about the ego
we take very seriously they've been there to see me as and when we talk about of the and seriously food in nature of take seriously
and also another issue is worth reading
the ceiling they are seen
they were a funny kind of term seeming lack of substantial yeah yeah you can neglect it the right
so a try if you say there's no self
that's not that's right but it's not but it's also not right if you say that is itself that's not right but it's also right
so there is itself but to self is not itself
so that's a great cohen of life the self that's not herself
and the that self that is herself
so if
we get it's easy to get one sided and say or there's no self
but then what is it the sitting here
so it's true that when it's sitting here is is myself but my myself is not a substantial self
and it's not a doesn't exist by by itself
if i'm having trouble understanding what said
like images have to do with these comments
what's the source what's the path of the territory what's a good
the road figured i can we got these these translators like commentary
the just different ways to saying the same thing there are different ways of the same thing is like looking at a at a multifaceted jewel and you look at this side you say
you know what looks like this then you look at it from this nj oh what looks like that and so you keep looking at from all he said but you don't say what it is
the soon as you say what it is the game's over
because you can't it's like looking in favor of volcano
in an adult just smoke there but you go around the edge and is a know it looks like and know that that cloud looks like an elephant
it's a it are talking about it
it's both into aspect
was a catholic pathways it is like the dow
the territory debt same thing
yeah it's like that the the past and the territory and the road and i'm just three different aspects of of the dow
their territory road
road and path and same
but there's the road and then there's dependent and there's a saying one is on the path but not yet in the rats
in the read in in you know
the pair but not no none of a rail
you can be on the path but net
be a in japan for its broad but then there's a pantries now
am i can be on a broad path but not necessarily on a narrow path

in the group better than he had and that project you know that be underpaid but not in a groove
thank you
i meant to say
right path well if you are a few in the groove you know you and the that

two pm
the darkness is in the absolute

i feel
a brand new or the spiritual source shines here
in other words the spiritual source change clearly in the predominant
but you don't see it as the source because it's easy easy it is the phenomenon but if
yeah so we're for that what will we see each other we say what is jack and jill but actually we could see each the oh there's blue a buddha nature so we we can we see each other
and in a duel way we see each other as jack and jill but we should also be able to see each other as buddha
a buddha nature
which is
the source

so when we see each other and buddha then we relate to each other a little different way

i'm youtube page
so merging is auspicious can not going in the violin and effort clarissa

where are you just stick to this book virginia just patients in that violated

your thing devotion to it will earn blessings on no account should be offended oh yeah here for we get to the imagined a bunch of different meaning for this word offended
once i did clinging no contradiction
and to be wrong as is auspicious and any another wanted merging into a spacious
so so you can see how transfer this translation is open to lots of interpretation
to be wrong as are spacious and merging of those dishes
acting with circumspection circumspection and suspicious
respecting this is fortunate to be wrong is auspicious
and we translated with their mistakes or auspicious as they can be offended well
my take on it is
one possibility is
as long as you are sincere and
near bumbling
would that be considered
outside of practice
you know we say about the precept breaking the precept but we don't break the precepts when we do something wrong
it's called staining the precept breaking the precepts is when you say i don't
care about precept then amazing to me and just do what i want that's breaking the princess but just making a mistake is called staining the preset because you still have respect for the precept is still within the embrace of the precepts
but we can't just you just can't
your perfection your idea of perfection that within the precepts
we appreciate mistakes
because when we appreciate mistakes we realize that good as making mistakes
ah and
our mistakes
ah are part of our
the process
oh oh
creating a practice
if we don't make mistakes
it's impossible to practice
i think the dishes somewhere
in this realm that know like robots and field
push and series that means that you're you're doing your best
cynthia means you're doing you're being ernest i'm doing your best
the lines are and doing your best than your practices in the realm of enlightenment
enlightenment is not a necessarily eight and an end
if it's within the process of practice
within the process and practice where enlightenment is and sometimes people say i get this wonderful feeling you know and i must be enlightened now
it stopped the mark
i don't say it's not true
business off the mark
now what practices about there's no no-one enlightenment is about enlightenment about making your very best effort when in practice
otherwise enlightened alexei some big prize at the end of the road
since there's no end to the road
and there's no end the practice
enlightenment is
ah allowing light
to comfort
and sometimes it's called darkness sometimes just called light

so if we can learn from our mistakes then there's no offense that can't be offended
so i'm in stakes are very valuable we we don't know when people make mistakes we should be careful not to get angry or if we do get angry it's ah
a skillful means
if someone makes a mistake and we are attached to our anger
then that's another mistake
mailbag that's the sixth ancestor has his wonderful poem
that we should be careful about fault-finding we should not fall into for finding because as soon as we follow the fall binding than way i had followed ourself we just create another thought
so he enters his wonderful go on of how do you
maintain practice when you see faults and and others and yourself
and without falling into fault-finding
what he had some advice about that
and whether it's leave us hanging a connector your tips and advice about how to practice with that of so you see on us for to draw her alive wrong again good one yeah that's all
there's nothing behind it yeah i see that that person made a mistake
this person i'm always making this mistake
ah so

we have standards right
and when we don't come up to these standards and uphold these standards
dan me the well you know fine job
but that's because we attached to standard
january two at a skilled on him
and i should try to serve somebody
you know how do we help somebody that should be the first thing that comes to mind when somebody makes a mistake how can we help that person rather than
ah feeling offended
here on no account should be offended it cannot be offended
can be offended
we should try to understand why something happens
instead of simply reacting to the difference between reacting and responding
reacting is when notion comes up a feeling comes up i thought comes out about somebody
do you a slip of paper and i gave you
knowing you this question will come up
i get i did my mission the answer
occurred to me at a
when you let go of your old perceptions you give people a chance to change
when you do not let go you are participating in the continuation of their fault
so we create the situation we create everything everything is totally fell created
when you let go of your old perceptions about
someone so and so it just like i know a deer lodge i know what yeah i know what you're going to do and i do this
when you get let go of your old perceptions you give people a chance to change in other words you don't even know you know that so and so will always act in a certain way you don't necessarily
attached to that idea
in other words you don't have an assumption
so i'm mind that it's free of assumptions is a free mind
and then you can see things
when somebody comes up it'll happen the same way but you do allow the opportunity for to happen in a different way
so you're not assuming that something will always be the same
of about well the body is trained quit you know to to have certain responses to this doing to
and you can also teach the body to let go
so when you don't let go
you're participating in the continuation of their fault
so we reinforce the faults that we observe and others by not letting go so this is called reacting reacting is when you you
this move and you move with it that's the bodily the body reaction so to speak you did it and then because you're trained
do you do that
but when you respond he made the spiny means not reacting but the feeling of reaction comes up but you don't act on it
like you take the backward step which child felt like inward and then you see well what can i do about this the temporal not simply reactive
and what can i do that puts me in put in my place without dry me off at my place because reaction draws us are provides spot and they will become attached to the thing that we're reacting to
ha ha ha
gotcha covered for a driving force your body reaction to that i kind of let them know that they've got this splurge on a students for
a enough oliver work a reaction helps you know that their way of being is not others or yeah but you can do that the risk to
that you can do that through proper response
he's got skill and national conference on essay like look at at and you can get little to fasting that gives up you know that around the by we have an innate ability to run kind of back away and up to think about it automatically do this by natural
i'm here and here not rich you're not allowing to ego to dominate or not attaching to the situation and issue
our enlightened
he respond without thinking
from the place
which the akito is the art of aikido is
not to be aggressive but to help the help that the person who was attacking you to save the person the to taking you actually not to harm that person
so let's touch
you know how to you
damn shame the situation

since she added
take a long time essentially it just happened that just happens at developing for
it's a shock to see in the safe
thank you well sure religion it you know but as long as you have a sincere effort
hm it cannot be offended

you know to maintaining his dead year if you have compassion
did you have compassion than then he you know you're coming from a different place then just reacting
for me would brand was talking about that she'd be an effort
that's for don't get an idea really comes work is often i'll be trying to like do the right changes so you like you know north on recognize me to approve of me that my i make mistakes like international issues like go because my afternoon she's you to so
maybe client relationship after each semester the much you could have the right thing is just cheesy russian choice here and financial status i don't well let's just try and better idea yeah i just you really obsessed whole out of i think that's right
so yeah when our effort is simply to to effort to do it we're doing
we don't get so involved emotionally in the
i'm being attached to going to please
and then failing that
it's very important will be shaken up watching someone else
if anybody can so i absolutely
if you could get a hotel
and something was which a pinch of snuff
he's been a long time
yes so it's important you know two things one is to forgive yourself
but the other side is not to be complacent
so it's like dog inches
when you fall into the ground
he used the ground to help you get up
that's very profound
you know you stumble and used that that and he stumbled to the ground and he is and you get all the way down and then you use that from place of being down to get up
but if you just keep falling to the ground in order to to get up and saying look out look how good i am i doing this the that's that's a good right
complacency or nation so
to be able to forgive ourselves but at the same time to work to make some effort to
to help myself
but you know there's always the problem that will never go away
each one of us has the problem that will never go away
and so
we have to accept that

the energy for self funding
the hindrance
the tendency to hundred
he has to send tendency to self condemnation is is not good
not good that's why i say forgive yourself first
and then work work on and turn you know make the effort to keep turning it's like is as in your mind is continually being distracted
yeah i can never have a moment of clarity vegan and into big complaint
my mind though it and then we bam bam you know my damn mind in a joint
forget it you know we just keep going back so you forgive yourself you don't even have to do that you know just say oh yeah more thoughts and then you come back to your and breathing and then oh yeah more thoughts than you can be they go and come back your posts reached there's no such thing as judgment absolutely no judgement religious or judging
and than you your your attitude
yeah to think the judging mind is what you
does not belong there
but on my mind is always working to you know clouding my clarity
that's all dirty mine i mean
thought thoughts will always keep appearing in in the mind because that's the function of the mines produced thought
and we should thousand with all those dutch we don't try to eliminate the fuck you can find moments when the vagina there but that's not clarity
does just clarity in contrast to thoughts
it is not the real clarity is fake not thinking
the real clarity is whether their thoughts are no thoughts the mind is clear
simply when you become attached to them and when you start discriminating
that then the mind is not clear
so to stop discriminating to stop finding fault to stop judging and simply over and over come back
so when i say forgive yourself it means let go of the judgment
and just turn him and going the right direction
turn this is what to six ancestors says his repentance
that's a more serious but repented means to acknowledge what you've done and turn around and go on the right direction and we do that in jazz in a million times
maybe two hundred times
so yeah
not that when i don't want i believed my job
no one gets me went to forgive myself of leaving them
no you say this person did that did this and i felt this
you to you
yeah someone did something and i felt diff
i don't want it depends on situation
so you want a formula for humans there are no formulas you know this is of the finger pointing at the moon
you want to finger to be the moon
we always want to and some answer that will solve everything just talking about it means a target if this is like
it's getting it's pointing and direction right
nothing works well and no no answer where valentine
every situation calls for its own response
but this is very time by the underlying
toward things
sometimes you get angry and give you know pulled off your place sometimes someone insults you and you want to hit him know
but you don't hit him
what do you do
kick and kick em
depends on the situation depends on you know
but ah the attitude of letting go
means that you can free yourself from your bondage to your raspberry
forgiveness forgiveness
means among other things it means to let go of your bondage to
the person that year forgiving
so that you have freedom
it's kind of selfish
we think that where we forgive somebody that were absolving them and that's true but when it does it frees us from having to deal with this thing from having different our own bondage to this
whatever it is that you're forgive the person for doing
some people go for you know all their life being angry at somebody and never forgiving them and so they've totaled the the handcuff to this person
and it it
ah influences your whole life
so cut the cord and then you're free and so what if they're free
if you when you let go of your own perceptions they give people a chance to change
let's call forgiveness for budget cut that cord over and over sometimes sometimes know but then maybe he's not really have just stretched
that's really
well this is what happens this is what happens when you fall in love and
and the other person goes away and is a servant and in pining and morning and the to the thread gets real shin but it's still there and so you can't do anything until it's cut you can't really realized until that thread is cut
and it's so hard to cut that thread because you know what you want to be no you don't do that but you have to do it never go in order to take for them to be free and you'll be free i'm picking i'd like something maybe that goes all the back to childhood that you've held onto for so long and you might want a thing okay i finally forgiven edge
next year two thousand i find out okay maybe i wasn't you know it all my effort was sincere maybe it wasn't everything i have to happen to really undo that karmic energy yeah well
sometimes you have to work at until you get to the point where you can actually
so we have these stages maybe and forgiveness
fault finding is based on
and for feel like i i can understand the for fighting for santana i wonder then hundred and eight to standards
to throw them away highly
would listen to you well let's look at it like dodian
no he has very high standards for monks
but you know that all the most will never reach those standards
so the was to in and dog and talks about mainland china the dogs and mugs adding their dogs and honest you know and worms and tribes and theft
but at the same time
one has to realize that although there are standards everybody is where they are
so you have to appreciate everyone's effort for where they are
and even though this no one can ever reach the standard know where we have the the cohen of precepts is that precepts
a high standard no one can fulfill the precept
if they could then the precepts would have to have a higher standard
because it's it's out of reach and so standards dry you out you know the highest and the keep raising the bar you know
so and raising the bar draws out your energy dries out your effort draws out you
the impetus so
but it doesn't mean that you should reach the standard
should always be above your head that's why we put as a roman tub or here we do that the rope jam
we don't sit on it and say i have
we put it up here because there's something higher then higher than than with our ability
nikki told a story about when he was yet she fell and upholding his idol and morning and every day you get this some correction that falling either
right now that related to that heading well yeah she's to get mad at me
because a lot of sense and a priest of now for the hello
and i have been a bit i have bought out
twelve years ago
so i was showing her when i learned about falling myzeo and she was attached to the jensen and priests way unfolding saga
and she wouldn't listen to me as it note do this way
and then every day in a balcony finally she she did she gave in but it was hard when we learn something a certain way and then you can met in a like i learned things from suzuki roshi from oh my japanese teachers five japanese teachers
and to me that was the right way to do things and as since and has lost a japanese teachers
the way of doing things have been modified
over time so people say oh you're doing that wrong
featuring think that and then they fight either i'm not really doing them wrong and just doing them the way i learned from a japanese teachers and then some time to change or sometimes i sometimes i get angry
you're doing things wrong guys but then i okay understood them wrong to
and then they'll be right
two rugs my magicka to write make a road she is that two wrongs don't make a right
but sometimes they do
i think my question that can not really about that story with your relationship or rid of ninety day like you're holding to a standard how did you mean to like a fresh mind and not okay how did she find would not that it didn't happen i just realized that she would come
that was the hardest thing that she had during a bunch of period that was minor thing
the hardest thing she had during their plenty period is just before says she and her husband left her
that that's where she had to exercise their patients and she didn't marvelous job
question why
of teachers who yeah yeah
well you know interesting when you see it when i say impatience coming up she says how to how to maintain a fresh mind when in that situation right when you're repeating a teaching year
i'm not sure
i in if is she is impatience comes up death africans an impatient why can't you learn if you know why weren't you
so clumsy in are over you just until they go that and just go through the this like you're teaching a baby just do it this way you know and every day just do things with and is just keep repeating the same thing without emotion
and then
you know temperaments are different now we all have different temperaments
we all have different temperaments so we have to work within the temperament that we have some people are impatient some people are patient some people are angry quickly you know some people who you know within and within whatever it is that is or temperament we have to be able
to be patient
so patience is really important patients
most important thing is to have patience when you're teaching to have patience is the most important thing
just have to cultivate patience
let let anger i take over
our impatience take over because a person can learn something when you're impatient
it's interesting you know if you teach a dog the dog sensors every year every subtle emotion you know and when you're patient they respond when you're impatient they sense that than on and get scared or whatever
and people who say
and when it gets scared you can't learn anything near managed blanking out
so if and when you see that you're not making progress
you just have to slow down and be patient
treat people come do people calm mind
so they can learn something
i tend to sometimes be very impatient when i'm teaching but
i tried
the were in way over time him somewhere lower temp
mistakes are a spacious
tom and there it can't be offended if we are patient and information are sincere
every to the universal forgive us
can help us
because we just connected to it
that's that's kind of i mean by when you work on and street and things seem to go your way because we connected to the universe
and when we act
in accord with the dow everything's works together with it

i propose it's called good luck
no them
interesting that musical
arizona going by way ray oklahoma know as i said it's not a formula and i'm talking about of formula i'm trying to an attitude
look now i have a
no i don't say that if i have this and i just have the attitude and then we'll see what happens
right now
just the everyday is a good day and every day is a good day
can i'm ryan
i like you did did you know master and i said he said
i control the world because everything that happens it's happening just exactly the way i wanted to
if this is a translation to sit a mystery probably
it says here as is cannot be offended it's as if we are and have the type of

he's not a goody goody kind of thing it's it's like reality
get cutting at my
i think i have my
here at now
hello everyone
when i think that i'm here like that and
he had a feeling of or something
can you not like
well being in tune is being in tune
how can it
a kind of
today and i have been a can and then i quite a fine line at the williams painting
hanging on a
when well you know i should i'm not talking about an expectation
i'm about time but i expected this was going to happen that not when i'm talking about diamond not expecting anything
actually not expecting anything
no expectation and nine
i'm not expecting anything and everything happens the way it happened happened react by am
yeah the to
i if one right
well we know we tend to think that we don't have an effect on the world we tend to think that we don't have an effect on the world but we do i
if conforming to my
but if there's no if there is no
how can it be different
don't think when we talk about
ah myself and i were talking about our expectation and idea about who we are
this also
you know we don't we're not always aware of
ah the effect that we have ah
when just not you know everything well i don't know things happen around me and i responded that to things
i responded with happening around me but we also m
condition what happens
have you believe that
i'm not saying that every day you know we have this
then and say that sometimes we're very aware of
who did that that work that way
have out by putting
we influence and we have fun with her surroundings
and we're influenced by our money

i don't know maybe
but you know
also because of the way we go we keep going in that way
right and we have everyone we are each have a direction and is called our destiny
why are the enemy or fade i mean a destiny fate is somebody is preordained destiny is because the because of this there's this and because of this this happens because this happens that happened
at cause the ear and so use it well i can prevent to connect the dots right and you can see how things are gonna go because of the way they've been going
and when in any you
you can see down the path and you can we have you into it that this is going to happen and that's going to happen because of the way these things have been happening
i've done a mysterious
simply to them
you see i think fallen place
it's not that everything happened shut that you know exactly what's gonna happen over time that know what i mean
the mark
the more about eight
now i i
we have faded it's the right path
reminds me of a line from a grateful dead song says i can tell your future by just looking with her hand know i am absolutely
maybe not absolutely but
but that's that so
because what you do this moment determined what it will happen the next moment
the which were were according to buddha dhamma we are self creating beings there's nobody behind us creating us
we create our own destiny
and i've called karma
are the fruit of climate or acts are further from volitional act or or the karmic act and then the result of karma when it meets conditions
creates or life
what we've we we are who we are now because of what we'd done in the past
and we tend to blame others sometimes
but ah you know how we reached with it will my parents were mean to me and know until i'm this way
no year this way because of the way you responded to the way and parents treated to do
and you can change you don't have to be tied into that because your parents didn't do anything else to be themselves and you are yourself not that they didn't influence what you tend to the implement but what you did is what
is it belongs to you
and you can change your is the way responding

and the way to best way to and forgive your parents for what you think they did you
and then you're free
unless you wanna be bound
which is a very safe place to be upset very safe place to be a band
very hard hardest place to be used to free
why well because
i'm being free is insecurity
the insecure bit when you're tied to your anger tied to year
the emotions with a then it's very safe even though it's painful
if you like that point
get out
well you know it's it's a gorgeous insecurity that's why people feel so insecure because
it is hard to be free
sometimes no kidding he or she is to say be careful if you want you want to get enlightened but be careful because when you get enlightened you may not like it
hey you the most profound statement i have returned
for every just thing is that
a major impact on outlet for way
you ever heard
my job that

well yes if you did enough to be a little objective you know
nationalism away and married
i would want to play in
they just because
bad and heavy and obstructed that mean it may not have no of course that's the average as long as you're practicing
new practicing of course it's a heavy obsessive practice
absolutely yeah absolutely and heavy obsessive buddha

and i felt is how i should be careful about your desire for enlightenment because when you get it you may not like it
ah other in fact
i i control the world
because everything happened exactly the way i wanted to
that's the hard way to swallow
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