And he said there was a peculiar quality there in the valley which produced satori. Anyway, he stayed there and began teaching this combination of Rinzai and Soto Zen. Now, when I was there, of course, I say he was an old man. I suppose he must have been in his 40s or 50s when he went there first. And he always had sessions to which many, many, many lay people came. His sessions were largely lay sessions. But when I was there, or before I had ever come to the temple, had been divided in this way that a soto priest was the priest of the temple and Hoshinji lived in a house within the temple grounds in a hanari and acted as the roshi but he had no jurisdiction over the temple of Hoshinji and how many years that had existed

[01:16]

I have no idea whether that it existed that way from the first or not. I don't know. I met the priest who was a very curious man, the Soto priest. And according to Phil, there was always considerable tension between the two men. And he wasn't a very... Well, he was a very... odd-looking man. He looked exactly like a squatting frog. He was a very, very odd-looking man. And not very well, I understand. And whether he's still in charge of it, I have no idea since Hoshinji's death. But Phil, of course, explained to me in some detail during the various times that he came here during the four years that he was there about the methods which were used. And, of course, everybody who went to Hoshinji went to get Satori.

[02:20]

They just went to get Satori. And that was the end and aim and the end of All the Ossessions that everybody went to and that were held there was for that. You must know all this, don't you, Gary? Oh, I heard bits and patches. And so nobody wanted to wait for Sartori. The idea was to get it. or to get Kensho, as it was called there, which should be the equivalent of Satori, but for them I think it was a kind of psychological opening or something like that before what could be really termed Satori happened. But there used to be five or six or seven people, maybe more, would get satori in the course of five or six days of session.

[03:33]

And the whole emotional quality or the emotional atmosphere was kept at a very, very high pitch there. Of course, they sat soto-sensitive fashion with their backs to the center of the room facing the wall. They were soto-style. They were soto-style. The Rinzai part of it was that he gave koans, gave sanzen and koans, but the... Yes, but the sitting methods and the zendo practices were more or less soto fashion. And the use of keisaku was continuous and violent because the idea seemed to be to, of course, to keep people awake, but also to get them highly excited.

[04:36]

And then the other thing which they used to do in unison was to shout Moo, and that you know, and the head monks would go up and down the hall yelling, you're not shouting from your stomach, shout from your belly, shout from your belly, louder, louder, louder, louder. And the individuals were instructed, when they were not doing zazen in the main hall, in the zendo, also to sit out and shout this mu. When the evening sessions were over, those who were very, very desirous of getting satori were taken out in the graveyard and were beaten more by the head monks. And Phil told me himself of the time that the head monk beat him for 40 minutes, and nothing came of it.

[05:38]

And they were both standing out there in the graveyard with the tears streaming down their face, and the head monk quacked, quacked, quacked with the tears, and Kaplan standing, the blows and the tears streaming down his face, and nothing happened. At another time, he told me about a Japanese nun who had gone there and who was taken out in the graveyard and beaten, and she got Satori as a result of that beating. When they got through the last day of the session or the last evening of the session, it was announced at the tea party that they had final Tea Party who had gotten Satori. And then those persons sat on their cushions, and the persons who had not been successful during the association went by one by one and did Raihai in front of those who had received it.

[06:43]

It happened that After Phil had been there about two years or perhaps more, a certain monk who had been under Hoshinji in the early days came back to Hoshinji. He had been a priest of a little temple in the mountains someplace, and he had a disciple, and the disciple got married and had a child, and there was no more room in this tiny little temple. So he decided to go back to the monastery, and he returned to Hoshinji. And Phil spoke very, very beautifully about him. He said really what this man had taught him, what Buddhism was about. The boys, the monks at Hoshinjin were lazy, got up when the head monk got up when he felt like it, and the discipline was apparently worse than lax.

[07:50]

But this old man, old, well, he wasn't old. I suppose he was 50 because he came here twice to see me. This old fellow, this old monk, would get up at 4 o'clock in the morning, and he would get Phil up, and they would go and start the fires. and then they would wash the vokas, and then they would go to the hondo, and they would have their service, and everything was done just as it should be done in the monastery and as it was not being done. by the regular monks. And Phil spoke so often, so beautifully about this man's devotion and his real heartfulness and simplicity. And so he brought him here twice for dinner. And he was, just as Phil had described him, a very, very simple man. and with little, very little education, and I would say probably not too much spiritual experience, but just a thoroughly devout man.

[09:02]

And it was very cute to see him going around the house, stopping at this picture in the shrine. saying his sutras and all that sort of thing. So when he was here for dinner, one of the dinners, he was talking about Hoshinji and about the discipline there and about the amount of whacking and beating and so forth that was going on. And he said, well, it was much more than in the old days when I was there. He said, I think Hirata Roshi feels that He's getting old and he wants to get as many people enlightened before he dies as possible. So he's just speeding all the processes up and pushing and pushing and pushing. And I said, well, does it work? What about these satori that people get under this pressure? And I said, now, for instance, Phil told me a time before or some little while ago about this nun who came and who was beaten up in the graveyard and got Satori as a result of the beating.

[10:13]

And he said, oh, well, you know, that was too bad. He said the next time she came, Roshi discovered it hadn't been Satori at all and reversed his That has happened in some cases with Yasutani Roshi also, where he has had to reverse his first judgment of people's experience as to whether it was true or not. How many heirs Harada Roshi had, I don't know. But the most conspicuous ones were, of course, Ishiguro and Yasutani. And Yasutani was his... studied under him a long time ago. Yastani himself now is 83.

[11:15]

And I think we have, or perhaps it's in Till's book that there is a history of Yastani's life. And I think he was a teacher for, well, I'm sure he was a high school teacher or something like that for many years. And he had a wife and and I don't think until very recently he's ever had a temple of his own, until fairly recently. And after Phil had to come in from Hoshinji because his funds and that were getting rather low, and he had to live in Tokyo to teach people, He came in and went to Jastani on the advice of Maha Dalaroshi. And I think that through Phil, Jastani has met many people, many foreigners, and although he certainly had quite a number of young, of lay people,

[12:20]

Japanese laypeople who have been attached to him and going to his... And he used to have, I don't know what he does now, but some years ago he had 12 or 13 places where he held these ossessions. Yes, where they just went around like this from one to the next to the next to the next. And so that if you follow the Astani Roshi around, you could just practically go from... session to session to session to session. And those sessions would be sometimes three days, sometimes five days, or sometimes seven days. But people would come, because many of them were white-collar workers or teachers or businessmen of some kind, and they would come and stay for as many days as they could and then go away. I don't know about Hoshinji. I should imagine that at Hoshinji, where they sat in the zendo, that sitting was an important point.

[13:23]

But with Yasutani, sitting is not an important point. I mean, you can sit most any way that you want. And well, the people that he, the large part of his, at least his foreign people, are people who cannot sit. I mean, who never learned to sit, who perhaps come for the first time for an ossession. And, of course, that was true with Ishiguro, who is now dead, because he worked it out to a question of five days, a five-day ossession, where you could get zen in five days. But he used the same methods as Hoshinji, but somewhat elaborated and somewhat more pressurized, if you will. I think Yasutari's methods are not quite so pressurized as Ishiguro's were, but for the bulk of the people, they are extremely pressurized.

[14:38]

The shouting goes on all the time and the hitting. I know of two people that were completely, their backs all black and blue from the hitting. They had to, foreigners who had to stop. And he says, well, if you can't stand the hitting, well, then we just won't hit you, that's all. And if it's too hard on you. And the interesting thing is that with all of that, it took Kaplow eight years to reach his satori. by what you mean for it to go on? I wouldn't know. What do you mean by that? Well, that's what he calls it. And he'll tell you about that in his book, because there are satori accounts in that book, five or six or seven, and he speaks about the length of time that was. And, of course, that's very interesting, because that, I mean, that is...

[15:42]

all that is legitimate for a person, whether he was a particularly difficult subject, or whether the roshi demanded more of him as a satori, because, as Fukutomi-san, who was here the other night, said to me, he was talking about some roshi who wouldn't let a man pass the Munkoan for six years. He didn't care whether the man's answer was correct or the answer was by the side. It was utterly unimportant. The thing was he wanted to bring him to a certain state of realization. And he did it by means of the Mu Koan, but by refusing to accept it. And so whether that kind of technique was used on Phil, I have no idea. He doesn't say that, but he just says that it was something like eight years.

[16:47]

And as I say, it probably was a better satori for that length of time. On the other hand, you will read this story of his wife, Satori, which was a paroxysm of hysteria and very distressing. very, very distressing. Well, is there anything that you know of Harada, Roshi, Yasmin, or any of these people that indicates that they have a way of continuing to use koans for extensive training? Well, they are. Phil is still studying under Yasmin, and you may have heard of a man by the name of Paul Weiss, who is a psychiatrist in New York. Well, he is Jastani's New York backer, shall we say, and he has been practicing shikan kaza, which is no koans, ever since he came to Jastani Roshi.

[17:57]

He went first to Nagavasa and then to Jastani. And that must be about, anyway, six years, I should say. And Yasutani says in his introductory lectures, I'll give you whichever you want. Shikantazo. Yeah, Shikantazo. He said it was more difficult than koans. But you will see how Phil handles this matter. The problem, the real problem in his book is that it would appear that while this is a combination, he doesn't deny that, a combination of Soto and Rinzai, worked out by Harada Roshi, that it is an acknowledged and accepted method, which is completely in accordance with, what shall I say, traditional Zen.

[18:57]

He's ambiguous on that point. He's written a very good article, which I think I showed you, didn't I, from the... The New York Times. Yes, an excellent one. You know, it's an excellent article in which that whole question is completely sidestepped. And the methods that are used are completely sidestepped, too. So there's just a straight story about Zen as something not connected with any teaching method at all. But I don't think this line has been very influential in Japanese lay circles. I wouldn't know, because I don't know... You have some problem. I'm sure that Yasutani has. I don't know how many other... Now, Ishiguro is dead. He has nothing except he had this psychiatrist, Sato, who was trying to push him.

[20:02]

But that's come to an end now. And Yasutani, I believe, has, I've been told, has a lay heir, a man in his 60s. And he's recently, in the last year, made Phil a priest, a Soto priest. So whether Phil will be a teaching heir or not, I have no idea. Yeah. Well, that's very interesting. I guess that is kind of a key point to what you just mentioned, and what you said that was perhaps invading, and that is just how much this is within the line of traditionals and how much it amounts to innovations. Well, I know that the traditional people We'll say temple people, the traditional Rinzai people, don't pay attention to it at all, completely ignore it.

[21:07]

It's just a little wart on Zen, so to speak. And, of course, I think the whole history of Zen has been full of these various lines that have... diverged for a time and they they just like those streams that that end up in the sand if any of them can carry on uh that would be interesting because i don't think there have been any i don't know of any any lines outside of of more or less really orthodox temple lines that have continued uh what's his name um But A's on Roshi's line will be one of the very interesting ones. When he dies, he has about three heirs, I understand. But how capable those people are going to be and what they can do afterwards, I don't know. I'm sure. But, of course, Azon did, too.

[22:07]

He made some changes. He decided that there were 250 koans that people should pass through. You've seen that book of his. Have you collected your 250 koans? No, you told me about it. Uh-huh. Well, it's here. And he gave those to students. Anybody could have that book. And so they would know. I don't know that they knew the sequence in which the Roshi would give them, but they know what they were going to get. And whether they got all of them, I don't know. But his 250, collection of 250, was, according to him, what he thought covered the whole story. And for anybody who studied under him, they were expected to study the 250 if they completed their course, so to speak, under him. But what completing the course meant, I don't know.

[23:08]

I mean, it meant simply going through the memory or what. But he's supposed to have about three heirs. Ezan Roshi. Ezan Roshi, yes. And I know two of them. And I wouldn't be very hopeful about the future with those men myself. But they're both of them university teachers. And of course, Azon was himself a university teacher. But they don't look quite the way he did. And they're not men of his stature in any way. But one never can tell. And there may be a third or a fourth that I've Certainly there is a third, and there may be a fourth, but I don't know. I've never met. But if so, I think that will be one of the interesting phenomena, if his line can carry on two or three generations. Now, Osaka Roshi is another man in Tokyo who is a lei roshi.

[24:11]

And he has a dojo, a lei dojo, at Musashino. Now, I don't know him. I only have known one or two people who had studied at the dojo, but if you inquire, you're sure to find out. Osaka Roshi. And he is near one of the big universities, and his students are largely students from this university, boys who are going there. Do you know what law he is? No, I don't know. No, I wouldn't say. I wouldn't clearly say, but I'm sure that almost anybody around you, probably if you asked Yokoi-san, he could tell you about it. And we have a book... which I don't think you've seen, you might ask either Frundu-san or Yoko-san about, written by Suzuki's young fellow that's clinging under his coattails, Akizuki, something, or the real man or something, Akizuki-san, and he edits the Daijo Zen now,

[25:35]

You write it, Autumn Moon. And he has a book with a list of the major Roshis living in Japan, which may be of interest to you. He includes himself. And I have an idea, I think, that he came from Osaka Roshi, this Akizuki. But Hirokui-san knows all of that gossip very well, and he would be able to give you the insights on it. But he has quite a good... Osaka Roshi has quite a good-sized zendo... yes, dojo, outside of Musashino, I think it is. And I'll tell you somebody else that is studying with him. There's a Swiss woman who's the one who took around the Sengai paintings that Suzuki was interested in, and Suzuki sent her out to Osaka Roshi.

[26:45]

She does Sanzen by mail with him, Well, I think that just about sums up the Roshi. I think so. I don't... You talked about quite a few. I wonder if you feel like at this point, actually, if you feel like, about summing up maybe your views on traditional Rinzai training and on the benefits and or drawbacks of the traditional SOTA training, what you think is to be, well put it this way, what is really important in your view in the traditional mentoring and what is there that is peripheral? Well, I suppose that I am a complete traditionalist about the training.

[28:04]

That is, I think that the Koran study is just remarkable. And I wouldn't give up a day that I devoted to it, and I only regret that age and other things interfered with my continuing it because I just think it's wonderful. And I don't know. It's a problem to me when I think about it. What is Zen? What is it going to be? What is it? What is it going to be for the majority of people? Of course, I always come back to the point that I don't think it can be for the majority of people, and I doubt whether real Zen training, the real Zen study, if we call it that, can ever be, has ever been, or ever will be for more than a relatively few.

[29:15]

But I think the Japanese have solved the problem in their own way. in that they have, for them, Zen has become, except for the specialists, the monks and priests and a few ardent lay people, has been a cultural expression. They've substituted calligraphy and flower arrangement and tea for Zen itself, and that constitutes their Zen. And I think they're honest enough when they say that these things are Zen, because I think for them they are. I don't think they are Zen. Well, here's actually what I'm driving at, specifically in terms of the Sodo. If you can answer this, perhaps. Let's say, let's put it this way. Sodo life is... has a reputation among the Japanese as well as the Westerners as being severe, uh, uh, uh, of being

[30:28]

surrounded by etiquette and manners, of having very strict and formal interrelationships in certain ways, of being highly disciplined, of being difficult in the sense of bad food and cold in the winter and so forth, and of being very communal. Great. on the west of Central Park. He had a great big living room, a general room, and he had a shrine room and a bathroom and a kitchen. And he used to do the osoji for it, the gleaning for it himself. And he also, at that time, was doing carving and repair work for Yamanakas. And he had a pair of mompes, which he always wore, in the morning when he was cleaning up his place and working.

[31:33]

So one day in the night, 11, 12 o'clock at noon, old Dr. Goddard came to call. He had never been there before, so he knocked on the door, and So K'an went to the door, and he was rigged up like this. He had the broom in his hand, and he had his mom pay on, and he was, as he used to say, disheveled. So Mr. Goddard said, does the Reverend Sasaki live here? And he said, no, and slammed the door. I said to him afterwards, when he was laughing about it, of course, Mr. Goddard came back again, but that was the first encounter. Why did you say no and slam the door? Well, he said, if he'd had eyes, he would have seen that I was the Reverend Sasaki.

[32:41]

He wouldn't have looked at my mom and all the rest of it. He said he was nobody. If he couldn't see I was the Reverend Sasaki the minute I opened the door, then he should have the door shut in his face. He antagonized many people by doing things of that sort. And they were not in any way put on artificial or an attempt to be eccentric or anything like that. They were absolute reactions, I mean, immediate reactions to the situation. Afterwards, he got to know Godhead very well, but that was his reaction. I opened the door, and, is the Reverend Sasaki live here? No! Bang. He can't see me. That's that. Can't get in. And, um, He had both quick reactions and also quick temper.

[33:46]

He could raise a temper quite easily. But he really adored New York City. He had lived there from 1914 on. and mostly in Greenwich Village because he was working for an art shop at that time, and he lived down there, and he knew many of the poets and painters and writers in Greenwich Village at that time. And he just adored New York City. He never wanted to go outside of New York City. He had had his... He loved the far west, these great trees and forests and all that. He adored that. But in the east, he liked this wonderful city. And if he liked you, there was no sense of... He had no difficulty communicating with

[35:00]

Americans at all none whatsoever good judge of personality he was a very very he was uh perhaps um he was seemed to be more people used to say more like a Chinese than he did like a Japanese and he always said that he was sure he had both Chinese and um and Dutch blood Oh, he was so different from the Roshi that we've spoken about earlier. I mean, in his attitudes, and he loved American food. He loved steak, and he loved to eat at Child's, and he just loved everything American. So on the face of it, there's no inherent obstruction to the right kind of grocery to getting the feel of that country and of liking it.

[36:09]

Well, of course, you have to take into consideration, first of all, that he never had a solo training. That's the first thing. The second thing is that before he was a Zen man, he was an artist. That was his intrinsic nature. was the nature of an artist. And so perhaps for that reason, for both those reasons, he was not bound or trampled with tradition and so forth. So he went back to America the last time as a priest. He did. Yeah. Not as a priest, no. That came even after that. Let me tell you next time, I'll make out a little card so that I have the dates right and that for it. And I'll give you his life, more or less chronologically, because you should have that also.

[37:16]

I'd like to have that. The question I was going to ask was this. He was, in some sense, part of the temple establishment, finally. Yes, he was. But what did he have to say about Temple Zen? Well, I don't know that I ever heard him... speak about it. He certainly did not hold to Sokatsu's ryōmōkai and purely leizin. The reason that he became a priest was, as I think I said before, that he felt that it was impossible for Americans to understand that a lay teacher could be a religious man. and that it was necessary for him to have the title of priest in order to get anywhere in the West, because they would have, for a lay teacher, there was no respect, and it was necessary to have it.

[38:31]

So while he never lived in the Sōdō, and while his becoming a Daitoku-ji priest was done entirely, shall I say, by mail? Yes, because he had friends among Daitoku-ji priests who became his sponsors. And he would never allow the institute, this was another disagreement with Sokatsu. First of all, Sokatsu wanted Sokaon's group in New York to be a branch of Ryomokai. and that he would never permit, he would never give in to. Nor would he have a branch of Daitoku-ji either. He said it must be a completely independent American organization with no strings anywhere, to anywhere, any place in Japan.

[39:40]

Now, it's quite true that in the very early days, so I'm told, but this is long before my time, he did get some contributions from his students and other people for a temple called Mammonji in Chiba, the priest of which was a very good friend of his. And this priest wanted to build an inryo on his temple grounds. And Sokean and his students raised a certain amount of money for that. And with the understanding that if his students ever came to Japan, that they could live in this inryo. It had five or six rooms in it. in Mammonji, which is about, oh, Mammonji is about maybe an hour, an hour and a quarter from Tokyo.

[40:46]

And it was the priest of that temple, Aonosho, who was his special sponsor here at Daitopoji when he became a monk. or a priest at Daitokuchi. But aside from that, he never sent money back to Sokatsu and to Ryomokai, or never sent money to Daitokuchi, or there was no connection whatsoever, and they never sent anything to him. The American Institute was, his group was completely separate from any connections here, and that was what he insisted upon from the very first that it be that way. He wanted it to be completely American and completely independent from everything over here, except the teaching line. When you saw him in that period then in New York, do you think that his judgment was right in that Americans would not respect him if he wasn't a priest?

[41:53]

If he had just been a lay teacher teaching in a similar circumstance, would it have made a great deal of difference, do you think? I think so. I think he was absolutely right. And I think it will be a long time before Americans or Europeans will accept teaching from a lay teacher Roshi, no matter how qualified he is. That's why I've always insisted and why he insisted before he died that I come over here and find a Roshi to take his place in America and not a lay Roshi. because and I think he was right and I think he still is right and I think he'll be right for a couple of generations until there is much more known about Zen and more correctly known and I don't know I don't know how successful

[43:05]

lay teachers really are, I don't know. The only real lay teacher that I know here, I suppose, is Eizan Roshi. And, of course, he's been in that Ryomo Kai and now his own Ningen Zen ever since he was 20 years old. Well, he's practically like a priest. He is like a priest. If you saw him, you would... He's not a priest. Well, he wears a black koromo or light robe, kimono, you know. And his wife has been with him practically the whole time. He was married young. She was one of Sokatsu's disciples. And they always lived in Sokatsu's compound all their lives. So they are completely in Zen and have been all their lives. Well, that's very much like the modern, say, the last two centuries' development of Hinduism, which is a question in my mind about a kind of a third choice between a completely secular lay movement, on the one hand,

[44:24]

temple movement, or temple line on the other hand, and that is the sort of ashram concept of married peoples, but more disciplined structure than just ordinary lay life, something like that. In India, of course, they have these little groups around a teacher, a little community forms around a teacher, and there are many married couples, and they raise their children and even have a little school for them there, right within the whole community, do their own education. That seems to have been very successful. Well, I doubt if that would exactly that way work in America, I don't know. But he had the greatest respect for the temple transmission I mean, as far as I know, I never heard him accept anything else but that.

[45:30]

And he considered that he had it because Sokatsu, after all, it was only by his wish that he removed himself from temple life because he had his own action because he'd been completely brought up in temple life. He didn't enter temple life as a child, but he certainly was in Ngapuji for some 10 or 15 years under Soyen Roshi. And he certainly had the greatest respect and confidence in the temple transmission of Zen. And he used to speak most disparagingly about Suzuki's way of teaching and his description of Zen, and never considered that Suzuki was a man in the real line at all.

[46:40]

And I'm afraid he did a good deal of laughing at him. and thought it was much that he had to say was pure self-manufactured nonsense. Now, he certainly wanted another orthodox, shall we say, Roshi to follow him. There's no question about that. Did he have anybody in mind? No. He had nobody at all. And he was very, very sorry and very sad because he said that from the day that he became a priest, He began writing to various priests that he knew. For instance, this koto in here was a friend of his, and I don't know how a friend, but I don't know what play he knew in.

[47:49]

telling them here, the various temple friends that he had, priest friends, that they must prepare to send people to America, and they must try to send somebody to him. to break in and prepare to follow him. And he was bitterly disappointed. He said he couldn't get one bit of reaction from anybody. Nobody was interested. Nobody offered him any help of any kind. He used to say they're so blind, they're so stupid, they're so steeped in their old ways, and they don't see beyond the edges of the island, and they can't see what's happening in the world. They don't know how they've got to go out. But he could get no reaction of any kind.

[48:54]

He used to feel very badly about that. See, he had already become a priest when I knew him some two or three years before. And he told me that from that time on, he began writing to these priest friends and saying, you must send me somebody. You must begin preparing people. But no reaction on their part whatsoever. Of course, I don't think there's any more reaction today. That doesn't seem... Yeah. I... One of the few cases of somebody apparently thinking in terms of the West for the future that I've seen... Well, is he thinking about Gisen for the West? No, he's thinking about, I guess, having Gisen here, but prepared to be more understanding of the way foreigners are. That's about as far as it goes, I think. Well, I don't know anybody else who's thinking about it.

[49:58]

And when I speak to anybody, they just laugh. And that's all they've done for years, just laughs. And this is very discouraging. I don't know. If I say that is the only one I know, March 26th, 1966. We talked about Roshi's before, and I think we just about covered all of the other Roshi's. Did we talk about Nafagasoyan? I guess we did. You talked about him. Did I tell you about his recent accident? No, I don't think you did. Well, I heard about this from Irmegaard, who heard it from a friend in England to whom he'd written her that. It seems that I knew that he had not been available for the Rohatsu this year because of a Spanish woman who had come here to see me and who was going there for Rohatsu.

[51:09]

Oh. had written me from Tokyo and said that there had been no Rohatsu there and everything had gone wrong about her stay because the letter which I had told her to write from here to let them know she was coming, had either not been received or not read, and that she wasn't expected, and so she'd only stayed two or three days and gone back to Tokyo. Well, it turned out that what happened was before the Rohatsu, he went out for a walk one day, and he didn't come back. And after three days, the monks got rather concerned about him, and they went out to look for him. And they found him lying unconscious on the ledge of rock. How long, whether he'd been there the three days or part of the three days or what, I don't know. But at any rate, they brought him back. And he was ill for a long time. Supposed to be on his feet now, but that's about, I guess, as much as there is to it. What, a stroke or something?

[52:10]

I don't know. I don't know what happened. I think he hurt his spine. I think that was one of the things that was said about it. He's not a very happy or very fortunate man in any ways, I think. Well, one other thing I was going to ask you about, which we didn't get to the issue, I just told Matt to me now, that was your personal recollections of Hoshinji and Obamagoshi. Oh, yes. Well, that would connect up with... That would continue. ...continue with Nakagawa, really. And it would also connect with Yasutani, though. Yes. Our talk about him. Yes. Well, of course, my interest in Hoshinji was aroused because after Kaplow and Bernard Phillips... had met Nakagawa Roshi, they decided to go to Hoshinji-Wudim.

[53:17]

There was to be an O-Session there, and Nakagawa Roshi was himself going, so they went. And Kaplow decided to stay there, and of course he stayed for four years. living as half guest, half monk, and taking songs in with old Hoshinji. But after Kaplow, after Philip, going back to Tokyo, I had one summer, I wanted to take a little trip, so I decided that the first place I would stop would be at Hoshinji, and I would have a look at the place. because during those four years, Phil had come a number of times to either spend the night with me or had come for a visit, and there was two or three other people who went to Ho-Shin-Ji and stayed for a time, and they came back with rather horrendous stories of what placed there.

[54:27]

And... So I decided that I would go and have a look at the place myself. So after Phil had gone back to Tokyo, I went, and this was a time that I went that Joni was still here, and Kansuke-san and Joni and I went. Well, it was that summer. Yeah, and Orfeo was still there. That's right. It was the last summer he was there. That's right. And he met us at Hoshinji, read us at the station of Obama, and we stayed in a hotel. And they went swimming because it was a beautiful summer weather. Then the next morning we went to Hoshinji. And I met, first of all, I met the monks who were there. There were four, I think, living in Soto at the time. And I thought they were anything but prepossessing people. They would be the last people that I would want to sit with myself. And then I was taken up to meet the old Roshi

[55:33]

And I suppose about that time he was 81 or 82, and slightly frail-looking, and quite sweet. He had a housekeeper in her 50s who was present at our interview, and of course Phil was there to act as interpreter. I don't think Kahn's sixth son went in to our visit. And we passed the time of day first. And I can't say that I felt any special liking for Hoshinji. I mean, there was no real rapport between us. And it wasn't very long before he said to me, have you had Satori?

[56:37]

And that is a question which always annoys me. And so I said, Roshi, if I have had Satori, that is a matter which concerns my teacher and myself alone. And he said, well, I'm a Roshi. I said, still, you're not my Roshi. And then he sat still for a minute or two, and then he said, well, if you want Satori, come here. This is where you'll get it. In just that kind of tone of voice. And then he said, why did you want to study Zen anyway? Oh, I said, that was quite simple, and I went on to explain. speak a little about it. And the housekeeper spoke up then and said, well, he must have had a great problem.

[57:40]

No, I said I had no problem. I said I've explained why I wanted to study. Well, nobody studies Zen without a problem. Roshi had a tremendous problem. That's why he studied Zen in the first place. Well, I said I didn't have any problem. And when you're just trying to hide, you don't want to speak about it. That was most of the conversation that finally smoothed away, and I insisted that I had had no problem. But later, a little after that, we went out into the garden, and he had a dog. And in the garden, Hoshinji was very charming. very natural and very sweet, just like a nice old man should be, with his dog and the flowers. So I was very glad that I saw him in that way also, because it was quite two sides to his nature.

[58:44]

He was trying to be the... The trying to act or acting as he thought Orochi acted when I talked with him in his room and later, I mean, he was just a nice elderly man with his dog and his flowers and so forth. It was really very sweet. Hoshinji, of course, at that time, and now, of course, it's completely reverted to a Soto temple. Well, we're going back to Soto. Yes, you see, it always was a Soto temple. And the story of Hoshinji as I know it is that, of course, he was a soto monk first. Then he is supposed to have decided that he wanted to study some rinzai Zen. We have a long translated article on his life in our scrapbook, if you want to investigate it.

[59:47]

Soto from Japanese? From Japanese, yes, and telling all the details about his life. And... I think he taught school for a time before or after his going to Nanzenji. Anyway, he went to Nanzenji and he went to the teacher who was Nan Shinken's teacher. and he uh... at first he didn't enter the soto so the tale goes but took sanjin with him from outside because i think soto people uh... as the soto the soto people don't like to have their monks or don't like to have it known that their monks or their priests study rinzai zen When I was in Nanzanji, it is said that we had six soto monks studying incognito.

[60:53]

I don't know whether that was true, because I don't know who they were, but that's what was said. At any rate, the story is that at the end of three years, under Doktan, was that his name? I've forgotten, I'm not sure, Nanchinken's teacher, Some people say that he was given Inca. That is what Yastani says. He never said so himself. Hoshinji himself never said that he got Inca. At any rate, eventually, after that, Eventually, he went to Hoshinji, which was a Soto temple. And there was a meditation hall in connection with it. And he told me himself that there was a special atmosphere about Hoshinji.

[61:59]

It's in a valley, a very cold and very damp and very foggy valley most of the year. the valley that runs into the scene.

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